Taking my life day by day, step by step.

Hello,

   It’s looking like today is the day of dissapointment I was talking about yeserday. I’m hoping its not and I really don’t want to belive that it is but I get the feeling that it is… The title “Unsure Dissapointment” wasn’t a joke or just some poetic spew… I’m really not sure if it is the day of dissapointment or not… I’m supposed to be writing to her now but I’ll do that later… I’m wondering if I even matter to her anymore… she didn’t even seem to care that I was sitting there crying… why do people do that? At first they’ll be all there for you and soon but not too soon you begin to drift apart whether or not you want to. I wonder… if I landed myself in the hospital one way or another would she be by my side? As you can tell I’m really depressed today. I’m hungry though so I’m going to go eat…

                                                                                      Yume667