Taking my life day by day, step by step.

Thanks Boldon for a great year even though you wont ever see this… Thanks David for making my life hell but of course all in good fun, you really were a great friend =D… I wish I could do band next year but I can’t… Band always was the Highlight of my day and it would always put me in a great mood… yes there were some bad times but the best ones I’ll always remember… I fear of loosing the ability to play but I know that somewhere inside me I will always rememeber… I hope to get back into band my juinior year but just not do marching band… this year I plan to continue to play in my spare time… Thanks everyone in band for a great year!

Current mood: enjoying life as it is and taking it day by day, step by step. 

♥This year was so wonderful thanks to you… yes there were bad moments and yes there were some hard times but the ones I’ll look back at are the great memories thanks to you. This year has brought so many new feelings emotions and a realization that I never would’ve reached without you… I don’t want this year to ever end because it was so great but I know that next year is going to be just as amazing and hopefully even better. Thanks to you I would come to dance sad and by the end of dance with the help of you and everyone else I wouldn’t be able to stop smiling. I’m scared that I’m loosing my passion for dance but everytime I go into your class I realize that its what I truely love and that I really couldn’t live without it. So cheers to a great year and another one to come… I love you so much for everything you’ve done for me this year so don’t forget me… ever…♥

 Today Jazz was AWSOME! I was doing the best and the most seconds I’ve been able to do in awhile and I had a triple piroutte 100% and then just cause I now I can I went for 4 and found myself with 5.5 pirouttes =D!!! I wish that one wasn’t a once in a lifetime thing because if it wasn’t but the time I’ve been dancing for 15 years I’ll have 5 100% of the time and be working on 6 and 7. It makes me realize that my future isn’t hopeless after all and that I’m probably going to get really far with dance in terms of the studio. Next year I’ll be on Point and I already have been on point before and I got my balance on one foot instantly which is going to be a really good thing for me next year in class. I’m really hoping that next year when I do my solo I’ll do good but more importantly I hope that this year the dance concert will go smothly and well and florida will be wonderful. Next year is my freshman year and everything is going to be wonderful because even though I don’t show it I got the classes that I really wanted. At dance I’m more than likely going to be in more of the advanced classes but still taking lower classes as electives for technique. Even though I’m not on Advanced Production I think I’m going to enjoy being on Intermediate Production again and that way I’ll get more experiance in competion. I’m so excited about being featured in ballet 1 & 2 and my part on the chair in Tap. This year was a GREAT year and I ended this year really good. I’m really honestly happy with the way things are going at dance right now that I wish that it would never end. More of my friends have started realizing that I need dance in my life and they are begining to support my decitions about dance.

Thanks to all of my friends at dance for a great year!

I haven’t written in forever! There’s sooo many things that have been happening in the past few months that I don’t know where to start! In ballet I was featured and I got a duet… next year I’m going on point! I’m sooo excited for Florida and next year… I’ve been writting alot less lately and I’ve found that my Depression scores are higher than they have ever been… I’m sooo stressed about this week… I have 2 showes that I’m no where near ready for and Florida which I’m not even near ready to be able to pack… I managed to do 5 Piroettes today in Jazz! Sooo exciting… today I went to the DMV to get an ID card and the stupid Bitch tried to give me a permit test… then my mother fucking parents were arguing… and then I went to dance (see above for the really excitting news) and also I can do seconds way better now… then we got our t-shirts for night of the dancing flame (one of my charecter dances for Iner. Production) which are really cool and I found that I know one of my dances better than I thought so that makes me really happy… I’m gonna try to leave out the bad stuff that happend (why this blog is so short). But yeah I’m gonna try to write alot more again… but fiik y  but i g2g…