It’s time tell the world the truth…
When I say the world I mean my friends and not my family. When I say truth I mean a feeling deep down that I can’t and won’t ignore anylonger. I am bi. I don’t like anyone right now. Yes, as said long before there is a girl I am in love with but not like that… I don’t know how my friends will react yet… I’ve told two and another one found out. One was kinda awkward about it and the other I’m wondering if they are like freaking out right now cause as soon as I told them they went off-line so I’m really nervous about telling people. I’m anti-social so this is gonna be really tough. I decided that I WILL NOT tell ANYONE at dance. They don’t nessisarly think of people like me very highly. I have one person in mind at dance that I should tell but then again, not a good idea… so world, I said it… I’m bi… what are you gonna do about it? Kill me? Send me to hell? Too late, the job is already going to be done.
Please rethink this. You don’t appear to be in a very good place, and when disclosing any information of such a personal nature really is best when feeling well and confident.
You sound quite young. Remember that hormones rage during youth. What hormones do for and to the body and mindset is amazing. (Google it to find out!) Being unsure of who you are, or misinterpreting feelings of being different are common. In one way, this is part of this avenue of life: searching to find out who you are and, I guess, sexual preference is part of that search.
Be gentle with yourself. If you truly are of this disposition, it can wait to be shared.
TC
Comment by drjean — Sunday 5 43 f, 08 @ 7:17 pm