The quest started off on the wrong foot… will this discourage me to finnishing my journey?
Okay so I had my first pointe shoe fitting yesterday and it took a suprisingly short time around 30 min. In the store the shoes I bought felt great but now I feel a sinking feeling in them when I place one foot en pointe and not the other. This I am afraid of discouraging me to continue my quest through the next 5 years or so to finding the perfect shoe. I’m afraid the pain of working through these shoes and hoping that it is simply a slight lack of strength will cause me to not contiue on in my journey… Dance is what I live for (litteraly) so if I get discouraged I’m pretty much screwed. Everyday I come home from dance and cry because it either hurts so freaken bad (tap causes hips to hurt) or I’m not progressing as much as the other girls or as quickly. I feel like a rusty old tin can…
