Taking my life day by day, step by step.

Friday 7 05 f, 08

My Storybook love

Category: Uncategorized. Posted by yume667 at 10:30 pm.

Current mood: Free Falling and indescribable… 

 The question:  life in genral… what do you think about it? I mean don’t you feel as if dance is the only way out of reality? people say all the time that there is no way out of situations… but isn’t that the reason we are all here at the dance studio every week? to get away from reality and have a life that no one else can have?

 Think about what you want, why you are there, and why did you choose a fantasy with dance….

The answer:   As for what I think about life in genral… I think that yeah it can be great if you chose that path for yourself because it can be horrible too… if you OR your parents set you out on such a path… I think that your parents can set you out on such a path by beliving life sucks themselves and since your parents are your main influence on life then you will take that view most likely unless you’re smart and/or rebellious  dance in this situation could be viewed litterly as my parents in the sence that dance has raised me for the most part… for me, dance… its like that story book love between prince charming and the long lost princess. sorry to use such an anoligie but it for some completly and totally random reason it was on my mind… but back to my point. For me dance… it came and it sweapt me off my feet and I’ve been in love ever since… so yes in a way it is indeed my way out of reality when things get super tough and when things are “normal” DANCE IS REALITY… so again yes that is why we are at the studio every week working our asses off… so that we can get through everything day by day moment by moment… our non-dance friends could never understand this because they dont know how we feel toward dance they don’t understand that for us, it is litterly our lives… and as for what I want? why should that matter? what I want is what I have… and I have gods grace to be able to anything in this world that I so choose so long as I put my mind, heart, and my very soul into what I am doing… smarts doesn’t explain why I can play 9 diffrent instruments, sing, DANCE, and act… yes, I may be smart but I personally think that someone is watching out for me  but then again… maybe not… maybe I’m mentally strong? this is a debate I have had with myself for very many years… I personally am at the studio because dance… makes me feel indescribeable… it makes me feel free of “the chains…” the chains being all of the tough spots in life that many teens don’t know how to get free of ya know? I personally don’t even know if dance was a concious decition for me… I think it was and still is one of those things that is like breathing… you don’t CHOOSE to breath and you don’t have to think about it either… thats why teaching can get hard for me at times becuse I DON’T think about the movements… only when its new or I’m concentrating too hard… for me, dance, it just… comes to me… I think I’ve pretty much answered your question(s) now… sorry its long but when it comes to dance I suppose if I absutly had to I could answer how I feel about dance in one word and that word as I said previously was “indescribable” but I felt like writting and so I did

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